I am so not stewing..

Ok so Tito says I been stewing in my own juices today. I say i havent just because i been listening to hair ballads and angry music smoking like a fiend and working on my third pepsi means nthing..right....right.....GAWD she is so right..UGH I hate being stuck in my head. But lately i don t know how to get out. There is so much SHIT in the way. I mean this worry bout the missing money, my job woes in general, finicial troubles, guestions bout my sanity, and the usual bric a brac won t let go of me. Maybe a bottle of patron will help lol....Okay so I might not be kiddding bout that...

GRRRRRR GRRRRR GRRRRRR GRRRRR GRRRRR GRRRR GRRRR GRRRR >.<

Oh well could be worse i think....I mean i still gots smokes and Da Beast lol.

Blather ramble seeth and trouble...

Morning dear Riders its now 11 here at the WildRide and we are open for business. Its been a rough few days for your fav Ride attendent and part time bath room sanitizer. I been kinda blah and ugh inside my head but as usual i have had to keep it neatly tucked away for "the Greater Good" around me. So its the usual fake smiles that make me think my cheeks are gonna break off and the daps and the Sup bro How you been..when all you wanna do is collapse their chest with a sledgehammer... Smiles sweetly and innocently as i finger the sledghammer at my side =)

So i aint gots a real topic to chat about today just but wanted to let y all know i ll be at the other store on monday(mutters even though i don t wanna go back but it aint like i gots a choice or a chance to really say no or like they would listen if i said it anyway...) So monday i go back to the scene of my biggest crime ( you know cause i stole like 400 dollars according to rumors now) I ll be back at the ol store again.

Oh to all you Youngins and school types Have a good first day at school! My cubs are back in school finally..YAY YAY! Look out Ivy Drive the Prosser Boys are roaming the halls...

Well you took the usual lil ride through the Ride and in honor of my reckless criminal activity i leave this for ya perusal


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And the song of the day ...Alian Ant farms :

Welcome to Disturbia!!!

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I love this lil kitteh I would so love him and hg him and call him GEORGE!

He is also the new wildride mascot lol!

Its a new week on da ride. Sunday is upon us once again. I now look forward to a week chock full of work kids and stress but least i got things to make me laugh like kittehs and mouthy lil cubs lol!

I have to go to the ol store again this week..think we ll run out of buns again lol? But my last time wasn t too bad so maybe Monday will continue the trend upward!

My head is not full of much today so ill keep it brief. Thanks for a lil ride today Enjoy the sounds of Rob Zombie as you walk off the ride...

Hidden moanings...Oops I meant meanings >.<

Bet i caught your attention wit that title right lol! Its been a week and well i wanted to leave a message on the Ride. i am will always will be your conductor..your guide..your light in the dark ramblings and hidden tunnels that make up this whiz bang roller coaster.

Last post was bout perceptions and how they act and react and mutate as one ages and matures. now i wann achat bout reality..You know that splash of cold water that wakes you up ..that fist to the temple by an angry Tito. Its been hard recently dealing with my depression and my anger cause its no longer there that often. I mean when these things are your constant companions..you deal but when they creep up on you...WOWZA how do you deal..Me i curl up and sleep and listen to music. Now i sure most people didn t realize i was struggling wit this but i have been.

Ok another reality check..AS posted by Missus p...Does not believing in faith healers make you a bad christion...How bout making fun of the pastors star seeking daughter...Yeah ok going to hell for it..>.< Sweet guess ill be warm for the winter!

Ok well thats enough cruising down the ol brain pan tonight....

This weeks song of the week...

Headstrong

by trapt.




Kitty of da week:

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Perceptions...

The man cut an arrogant stride as he pushes the lengths of blond black hair out of his face. Pulling open the Brooks brothers suit jacket open to expose a five hundred dollar belt of soft Italian leather and a custom dagger of gold and silver he smiles a sardonic smile as the fires of hell reflects in his clear hazel eyes...

No that isn t a start of a new story its how i once perceived what was cool. I mean its dark and full of stuff ill never have like money or a suit lol! But it reflects my point to what this post is about...Perceptions.

First perceptions of things around you as you grow up. Things that You thought were cool you find lacking..(like the whole goth scene for instance. You find that maturity is not as unattainable that you perceived it was...But it s still a pain in da ass let me tell you.

Secondly peoples perceptions bout you rarely change..Once you are one thing there is no changing peoples mind. I mean just ask people at BK I am still a pervy fuck head in most their minds and if i became a priest and a monk and shunned everything secular in my life..I would still be a pervy fuck head loL!

Oh wait i am a pervy fuck head in my mind too bad example lol! ( i just said fuck head three times now..There went my pg 13 label..)

Thirdly and lastly....DON T LIVE BY PERCEPTIONS! yours or someone else just go out there blaze your path and Do YOU! Ill blaze up a marlboro and Ill DO ME and we shouldn t care what peoples x y and Z give a shit about...

Okay time for song of the day and it comes in video form lol. In light of what you just read look at the song title and be ready for a Confrontation...Otep..




And a kitty too...


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HEE HEE

Hee Hee i am still alive and doing pretty well!

no work today and just chilling hoping to shower later and enjoy the new conditioner I bought!

just living the simple life today

Enjoy your days guys and girls..I 'll do the same!

On a lighter note...

Uh noticed the blog was all doom and gloom so wanted to add a dose of way much needed frivolity..



Love this all and enjoy your days!

Guess i can drag my head out my ass to blog a lil..

I am so ugh wit people right now…Wish all people would become lil LOLCATS cause then they would make me LOL…Not wanna strangle most of them. Or stomp them wit big black boots (which I use as a weapon..)
Yeah people aint to high on my list lately or work or people at work…You get the gist I think. Now I aint too sure if all my issues stem from being sent to 4065 or if its da Lounge in general. but I am so Done wit feeling like a piece o shit every day of every day. I mean its not like I enjoy feeling like a suck on a daily basis( Now J you know you are lil more then a piece of shit so really why wouldn’t t you wanna be remembered bout that LOL!) But anywho I am alive and everyone tells me that’s a start now if I can stop this urge to curl into the fetal position and weep uncontrollably then I will be golden…(When you bought the apartment…heh heh hidden rent comment lol)


Very special song of da week…
3Am by Matchbox twenty..( Cause I feeling night owlish..)
it's 3am I must be lonely when she says baby well I can't help but be scared of it all sometimes she says the rain's gonna wash away I believe it

And look iz a new LOLZ


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Well I bitched and I LOL’d and guess its time to sleep or nom..
Your p.o.s.
ME