Ok between work and life and ppl I deal with on a daily basis which one of you m f'ers isn t driving my to pick up the patron !!!!!!!! Ugh work stunk on ice ! I mean really ppl it aint very nice to make a man simultanously wanna cry, smoke a carton of cigs and drink to the world turns all shimmery and wavey!
As a manager I have to take care of every ones ish...but no one wants to deal with mine but a few of my dearest friends(take a bow you know who you are!) And as these days drag on I can t put up with too much more BS from simple minds and ppl who need to be babysat!!!!
I wanna call it quits almost everyday i walk into that store and that hurts cause once a long time ago I loved My job. But its so stressful now...
i am reaching the breaking point...
Well sorry for bitching and all..ill end with this a lyric for the day..When I want my own way You know the lies I tell When you've gone through hell And I say I can't stay You know how hard it can be To keep believing in me When everything and everyone Becomes my enemy...Pls my nearest and dearest Friends and Pls pt up with me till this passes and i am onto greener pastures.
You fav ride attendant..ME
Sunday, April 27, 2008
the comedy of Hate,,Join Me!!
Welcome folks to another day in Paradise…OK so not bloody likely LOL! But another day in the exciting life of me ..A BK executive… Today I would love to share with you a lovely set of song lyrics that describes my feelings…
We’ll start off with everyone’s fav ..Mr Jigga himself Jay Z.. Bk all day man up huh Nigga I don’t give a fuck!!! Yep yep two days at work all ready twenty hours and uh Gots four more days this week..So that sums it up nice
Next is a lil band out of Detroit called Twiztid…I'm beside myself and I don't understand I need some time to breathe and Wake up from my master plan I don't fit in but I'm sure in no time I'll be on your shit list then you'll..Welcome Home cause seems like I been every ones shit list from management to friends to Family So I guess I am used to it!
Now a lil slower song and so much more emo then I am used to loL! I been feeling a lil out of sorts and like I am reaching for a life that isn t mine to have and this somes it up all s well..When I was born, they looked at me and said what a good boy, what a smart boy, what a strong boy.And when you were born, they looked at you and said,what a good girl, what a smart girl, what a pretty girl.We've got these chains that hang around our necks,people want to strangle us with them before we take our first breath.Afraid of change, afraid of staying the same,when temptation calls, we just look away. Yeah I am so emo = p
And finally this says it all when it comes to work lately from a bad called five finger death punch …It's not that complicated and you ain't gotta believe They'll put me down in a hole before I let you succeed I've never been complacent, I can't afford to be know you think you're special but you ain't nothin'[Pre-Chorus:]Can you read between the lines?Or are you stuck in black and white?Hope I'm on the list of people that you hate It's time you met the monster that you have helped create Boo![Chorus:]You've pushed me one too many times I'm sick of all of the fiction, we're gonna settle it You've pushed me one too many times I'm sick of all of the shit..Ooh sorry that one ran a lil longer then I wanted I was loading the shotgun and sharpening my knives LOL!
So if ya cant tell I am cranky and ugh and blah but nice enough to leave a bloggy blurb!
Oh btw if ya don t get the title its from Bill Hicks Worlds bestest comedian ever....So in his immortal words..Goodbye you Lizard Scum!!!
We’ll start off with everyone’s fav ..Mr Jigga himself Jay Z.. Bk all day man up huh Nigga I don’t give a fuck!!! Yep yep two days at work all ready twenty hours and uh Gots four more days this week..So that sums it up nice
Next is a lil band out of Detroit called Twiztid…I'm beside myself and I don't understand I need some time to breathe and Wake up from my master plan I don't fit in but I'm sure in no time I'll be on your shit list then you'll..Welcome Home cause seems like I been every ones shit list from management to friends to Family So I guess I am used to it!
Now a lil slower song and so much more emo then I am used to loL! I been feeling a lil out of sorts and like I am reaching for a life that isn t mine to have and this somes it up all s well..When I was born, they looked at me and said what a good boy, what a smart boy, what a strong boy.And when you were born, they looked at you and said,what a good girl, what a smart girl, what a pretty girl.We've got these chains that hang around our necks,people want to strangle us with them before we take our first breath.Afraid of change, afraid of staying the same,when temptation calls, we just look away. Yeah I am so emo = p
And finally this says it all when it comes to work lately from a bad called five finger death punch …It's not that complicated and you ain't gotta believe They'll put me down in a hole before I let you succeed I've never been complacent, I can't afford to be know you think you're special but you ain't nothin'[Pre-Chorus:]Can you read between the lines?Or are you stuck in black and white?Hope I'm on the list of people that you hate It's time you met the monster that you have helped create Boo![Chorus:]You've pushed me one too many times I'm sick of all of the fiction, we're gonna settle it You've pushed me one too many times I'm sick of all of the shit..Ooh sorry that one ran a lil longer then I wanted I was loading the shotgun and sharpening my knives LOL!
So if ya cant tell I am cranky and ugh and blah but nice enough to leave a bloggy blurb!
Oh btw if ya don t get the title its from Bill Hicks Worlds bestest comedian ever....So in his immortal words..Goodbye you Lizard Scum!!!
Saturday, April 19, 2008
If ya had a a bottle of wine a riding crop three midgets and a tube of lube...
Id ask what the hell were you thinking you sick fuck LOL!!!! No seriously this weekend is gonna be fun for me. no boyos and a night spent watching men roll around in their undies...I meant wrestling around in their undies..I meant watching a night of wrestling LOL! Today is my oldest cubs birthday so it should be interesting. Having the fams over..Yes both sides @ MY HOUSE So Its gonna be weird. Not used to anyone else here...plus both sides aint to fond of each other...Hell i might get to watch a match early on in da day...In this corner wearing the jeans and smoking the Marlboro's red it SUE "the MaMa" vs Sharon"The Nurse of Death" in a no holds barred Bristol Street Fight!!!
Well my fav kiddos remember as always Keep your hands and footsies in the ride till it comes to a complete stop..And you with the reddish colored fauxhawk stop trying to throw yourself in front of the tracks LOL!!!
Peace Out Yo!!!
Well my fav kiddos remember as always Keep your hands and footsies in the ride till it comes to a complete stop..And you with the reddish colored fauxhawk stop trying to throw yourself in front of the tracks LOL!!!
Peace Out Yo!!!
Wednesday, April 16, 2008
New Poem If ya got Tender Sensibilites LOOK AWAY!!
Wicked Despot of The Streets
Jason Prosser
Burn the bridges
And slay the Witches
And wit my blade ill be killing Bitches.
The Wicked Despot walks his dirty Kingdom
The Filthy Faded Bloodstained Will come
Forth And Be Blessed with My Blade
Dance forever in this sacred Glade.
Forget the truth
It lies dead at the feet of the uncouth.
The Course Tongue The Dirty Teeth
The Rough hand on silken sheets.
The Wicked One has passed from shadow
To the Light of burning candle down Low.
Dagger Blade and Hilt
The Blood The Blame The Guilt
Wicked One comes the cry
As I choose the one who has to Die.
Black hooded stare
The moonlights harsh ass glare.
Dagger Blade and Hilt
Its not the last to be kilt.
Blockaded Heart and Blackened Hate
Comes thundering a Barbarian at the Gate!
Bloody fists pounding out the beat
Of a Nameless Tune on a cobblestone street.
Wicked One slipping in
The man laughing at each and every sin.
The Devils left hand and sardonic Grin
The Wicked Blade and The Demons Kin.
Wolf lonely cries
The Child of man spend his life on his knees before he dies.
Well its another Bit Of Dark and Wicked type poetry. Hopefully Yall will enjoy. If not Eh..the Ride goes on till the wheels fall off!!!!! (enter Maniacal Laughter)
Jason Prosser
Burn the bridges
And slay the Witches
And wit my blade ill be killing Bitches.
The Wicked Despot walks his dirty Kingdom
The Filthy Faded Bloodstained Will come
Forth And Be Blessed with My Blade
Dance forever in this sacred Glade.
Forget the truth
It lies dead at the feet of the uncouth.
The Course Tongue The Dirty Teeth
The Rough hand on silken sheets.
The Wicked One has passed from shadow
To the Light of burning candle down Low.
Dagger Blade and Hilt
The Blood The Blame The Guilt
Wicked One comes the cry
As I choose the one who has to Die.
Black hooded stare
The moonlights harsh ass glare.
Dagger Blade and Hilt
Its not the last to be kilt.
Blockaded Heart and Blackened Hate
Comes thundering a Barbarian at the Gate!
Bloody fists pounding out the beat
Of a Nameless Tune on a cobblestone street.
Wicked One slipping in
The man laughing at each and every sin.
The Devils left hand and sardonic Grin
The Wicked Blade and The Demons Kin.
Wolf lonely cries
The Child of man spend his life on his knees before he dies.
Well its another Bit Of Dark and Wicked type poetry. Hopefully Yall will enjoy. If not Eh..the Ride goes on till the wheels fall off!!!!! (enter Maniacal Laughter)
Wednesday, April 9, 2008
Doc Visit: The Aftermath..
Fear Death and a Cigarette
Jason Prosser
Fighting the sins of my Pops
The hard living
Smokes and Pepsi
Two more nails into the coffin top
Pounding my hands till blood pours down the side
Pooling at my feet
Screaming at Death to not drag Me away
Then Light up hastening his cold grip on me.
The Docs say I Live the Wrong Way
How the Fuck am I too change’
Its all I fucking know.
Stress and sleepless nights fueled by
Caffeine and nicotine
Bad food and
One Bad fucking ‘tude
Gotta make changes everyone says
But I don’t change very well!
So instead I drive the Nails deeper into the coffin top.
Pop another Pepsi
And drink it down
Chain smoke some more
While my mind yells What the Fuck you doing!
Fighting and dying two things that happen in my life
Fighting and smoking
Swearing and Drinking
Caffeine Fueling this sadistic Insomnia
That creates the stress
That I Fight against
1 fucking chain around my neck
Dragging further down the path
Of mutually assured destruction
The Coffin sits before me
Death sits next to me
And I cry to What???
The Trigger was mine to pull
(take another drag)
The game was mine to win
(Come on one more Cig)
The end was of my own choosing
(THIS AINT WHAT I FUCKING WANT!)
Burial and desecration of my dreams of my future
Lost among the Ashes in my mouth!
Sitting before the You I say…
How the Hell Am I supposed to
Change!
When I don’t even Know my self!
Change is a fear
And to fear is to die
And Death is a permanent change
And a permanent fear
And another Noose round my
Fucking Neck
Choking me out one last time….
Well went to the docs today for a cold and got news I don't wanna listen to....But I do wanna I just don't wanna hear it...but I gotta! So confused were my thoughts on this so i wrote a poem....And it came out well.....Now hopefully I can "man up" and do something to make sure i don t die at age twenty eight....
Jason Prosser
Fighting the sins of my Pops
The hard living
Smokes and Pepsi
Two more nails into the coffin top
Pounding my hands till blood pours down the side
Pooling at my feet
Screaming at Death to not drag Me away
Then Light up hastening his cold grip on me.
The Docs say I Live the Wrong Way
How the Fuck am I too change’
Its all I fucking know.
Stress and sleepless nights fueled by
Caffeine and nicotine
Bad food and
One Bad fucking ‘tude
Gotta make changes everyone says
But I don’t change very well!
So instead I drive the Nails deeper into the coffin top.
Pop another Pepsi
And drink it down
Chain smoke some more
While my mind yells What the Fuck you doing!
Fighting and dying two things that happen in my life
Fighting and smoking
Swearing and Drinking
Caffeine Fueling this sadistic Insomnia
That creates the stress
That I Fight against
1 fucking chain around my neck
Dragging further down the path
Of mutually assured destruction
The Coffin sits before me
Death sits next to me
And I cry to What???
The Trigger was mine to pull
(take another drag)
The game was mine to win
(Come on one more Cig)
The end was of my own choosing
(THIS AINT WHAT I FUCKING WANT!)
Burial and desecration of my dreams of my future
Lost among the Ashes in my mouth!
Sitting before the You I say…
How the Hell Am I supposed to
Change!
When I don’t even Know my self!
Change is a fear
And to fear is to die
And Death is a permanent change
And a permanent fear
And another Noose round my
Fucking Neck
Choking me out one last time….
Well went to the docs today for a cold and got news I don't wanna listen to....But I do wanna I just don't wanna hear it...but I gotta! So confused were my thoughts on this so i wrote a poem....And it came out well.....Now hopefully I can "man up" and do something to make sure i don t die at age twenty eight....
Tuesday, April 8, 2008
SIck and not in da usual way...
I am SICK..and not in the way i usually mean that statement. I got a bad cough and am hacking up chunky shit...Not FUN! Figured leave a lil blog post on sickness and how much it sucks...
I hate being all sicky. The shortness of breath the almost nonstop coughing..Night sweats(they are the worse). The doctor visits. i hate doctors and hospitals and all that but i know this could be pneumonia and well that's bad...Uber Bad!
So tomorrow i go see the Doc and get all kinds of meds. Hopefully ill be coolio enough to sleep without snuffly nose and sinus pain!
I hate being all sicky. The shortness of breath the almost nonstop coughing..Night sweats(they are the worse). The doctor visits. i hate doctors and hospitals and all that but i know this could be pneumonia and well that's bad...Uber Bad!
So tomorrow i go see the Doc and get all kinds of meds. Hopefully ill be coolio enough to sleep without snuffly nose and sinus pain!
Monday, April 7, 2008
Mondays memes
I am doing this Monday Memes thing...It seems kinda cool and well i iz borededed! This is from Curious as a Cat
1) What one expression of gratitude that you made would you like to retract.
Uh I am not sure I usually don't take any thing back once i have said it....Usually i say no worries no regrets!
2) In what part of the world--other than where you are now--would you most like to live?
This is an easy one and i would so have to drag Tito into and the boys but one place and one place only...IRELAND
3) What do you think the role of religion should be in today's world?
UH....Well.....I pass on this one cause i ain't too sure what religion should be in my own lil world.
I mean if i don't know where i fit in How am i gonna tell others where it should...least ones not in a BK uniform!
4) What was the most romantic moment of your life? (Details!!)Tito says wedding day which was pretty romantic, But for me it was the day we went to Salem, Mass. We had broken up for a lil while but were still hanging and chillin and uh...well doing what some ungodly teenagers will do when alone and stuff. So the big day comes and we are riding through some pretty cool looking trees and stuff just chatting bout this and that and in the back of my mind is this thought that for once in my life I was truly happy. Now we continue on and the convo meanders through this and that from the fantastical to the mundane. many cigs smoked and songs listened to. We finally reached Salem Mass, and I took her hand apologised for the stupidity and hurt i caused and asked to be taken back....In front of a CVS no less! Just in case i got punched i could go to the pharmacy LOL! SO that whole day was pretty romantic!
5) Show and Tell. What comes to mind first when you see this picture? Or, tell a story if it reminds you of one. Uh a tree....just a tree!
Photo © Cat. 2007
1) What one expression of gratitude that you made would you like to retract.
Uh I am not sure I usually don't take any thing back once i have said it....Usually i say no worries no regrets!
2) In what part of the world--other than where you are now--would you most like to live?
This is an easy one and i would so have to drag Tito into and the boys but one place and one place only...IRELAND
3) What do you think the role of religion should be in today's world?
UH....Well.....I pass on this one cause i ain't too sure what religion should be in my own lil world.
I mean if i don't know where i fit in How am i gonna tell others where it should...least ones not in a BK uniform!
4) What was the most romantic moment of your life? (Details!!)Tito says wedding day which was pretty romantic, But for me it was the day we went to Salem, Mass. We had broken up for a lil while but were still hanging and chillin and uh...well doing what some ungodly teenagers will do when alone and stuff. So the big day comes and we are riding through some pretty cool looking trees and stuff just chatting bout this and that and in the back of my mind is this thought that for once in my life I was truly happy. Now we continue on and the convo meanders through this and that from the fantastical to the mundane. many cigs smoked and songs listened to. We finally reached Salem Mass, and I took her hand apologised for the stupidity and hurt i caused and asked to be taken back....In front of a CVS no less! Just in case i got punched i could go to the pharmacy LOL! SO that whole day was pretty romantic!
5) Show and Tell. What comes to mind first when you see this picture? Or, tell a story if it reminds you of one. Uh a tree....just a tree!
Photo © Cat. 2007
Wednesday, April 2, 2008
Hammr and nails...a remembrence
Hammers and Nails
Jason Prosser
Hammer Nails
And the crown upon his head
Blood and tears
For the ones who Know not what they do…
Thunk
Driven deep on that cross
Thunk
Driven deeper In his flesh
Thunk
Hope this drives it deeper into your heart
Hammer and nails
And the sweat on your brow
The nuts and bolts are there
But I know not what I do
Thunk
Drive the lesson deeper Lord
Thunk
Remind me what is your Word
Thunk
I implore light my path like a million suns
And Ill walk it.
Hammer and Nails
And the spear in your side.
Teacher Rabbi and Gentle Lamb
Teach this one so I may be
Thunk
Not lost one more time
Thunk
The one you want to use
Thunk
Clean my soul of the hurt ..
Thunk
The pain
Thunk
The scars you know all too well.
Well so Mrs. P had said something to me today about not hiding your lantern under a barrel as a christian and well I do that all the time. its not that I don t believe or don t care. Its just easier for me to hide among the dark and Wicked shit then it it is to be a shining example of Christianhood. You all know that Mrs P has or ish bout that and mine are ten times worse cause of doubt and self esteem ish. This poem is slightly a prayer for this to change and for me to grow a lil in my walk....And if anyone wants to help me...Uh HELP lol!
Till the wheels fall off this is da RIDE...Peace OUT!!
Jason Prosser
Hammer Nails
And the crown upon his head
Blood and tears
For the ones who Know not what they do…
Thunk
Driven deep on that cross
Thunk
Driven deeper In his flesh
Thunk
Hope this drives it deeper into your heart
Hammer and nails
And the sweat on your brow
The nuts and bolts are there
But I know not what I do
Thunk
Drive the lesson deeper Lord
Thunk
Remind me what is your Word
Thunk
I implore light my path like a million suns
And Ill walk it.
Hammer and Nails
And the spear in your side.
Teacher Rabbi and Gentle Lamb
Teach this one so I may be
Thunk
Not lost one more time
Thunk
The one you want to use
Thunk
Clean my soul of the hurt ..
Thunk
The pain
Thunk
The scars you know all too well.
Well so Mrs. P had said something to me today about not hiding your lantern under a barrel as a christian and well I do that all the time. its not that I don t believe or don t care. Its just easier for me to hide among the dark and Wicked shit then it it is to be a shining example of Christianhood. You all know that Mrs P has or ish bout that and mine are ten times worse cause of doubt and self esteem ish. This poem is slightly a prayer for this to change and for me to grow a lil in my walk....And if anyone wants to help me...Uh HELP lol!
Till the wheels fall off this is da RIDE...Peace OUT!!
Ugh... Uh.. Stepped Out Of the Swamp...
Hey kiddies and frequent riders! Well uh still not much going on either in my life or in my brain. Tito got sick which kinda throws of thing in a tizzy, but we muscle through as usual lol. Still two days left off and i am feeling like dancing..Looks round seeing no one then proceeds to shake ass...Okay now that that's over with i can chill and relax.
The worst thing going on right now is its a new moon and well....I don t play well with the moon and i am a bit restless lately. Which helps neither work or home and makes me one cranky fuck. But i think i will walk it away tonight...or keep shaking my butt its making me laugh ..LOL!
Well another glimpse in my life a lil Bit at a time...Peace out and watch out for the FALL!
The worst thing going on right now is its a new moon and well....I don t play well with the moon and i am a bit restless lately. Which helps neither work or home and makes me one cranky fuck. But i think i will walk it away tonight...or keep shaking my butt its making me laugh ..LOL!
Well another glimpse in my life a lil Bit at a time...Peace out and watch out for the FALL!
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